Ok been just a tad bit busy wizzy since I last posted.  And you better believe it was n't pretty.  You know I got to say this, in my defense, when I was a little girl I was raised to never disagree, never argue, apologize because whatever it was it was YOUR fault.  Oh how sweet as pie I was well let me tell you all that bullshit came to the top and baby I am little a machine gun.  AHHHHHHHHH.  Sorry, I am menapausing.  :)

Well lets see....to make a long story story I got upset with the local baptist preacher  who pushed me til I snapped like a twing and I did tell him "You need to go practice what you preach in that pulpit."  Oh yes, little sweetie said that and I felt good.  In a way.....I was so upset I could not stop crying, cried in front of my workers.  I had no control over the tears.  That sucked.  Woke up this morning, depressed, shaking, hurting, racing thoughts, and believe it or not the sound of 100,000 crickets are singin in my head.  No, they are not singing your as crazy as a betsy bug.  My story goes a little more deeper...trying not to scare EVERYONE off all at once.  But wtf???  Is this normal?  hot flashes with sweatin on your brow pushinh a buggy, forgetfulness, cranky?

I am seeing about 50 60 years ago how some poor woman wound up in the mental ward beating her head against the rubber wall because getting older made her nuts.  Come on I know you got a story.